Weekend Homework Assignment: Turning Towards
By Michael Fulwiler
On Tuesday, Zach Brittle wrote about Turning Towards and asked readers to send him a picture of the "flowchart for conflict" through bids and turning that he describes in "T is for Turning." This is what we think it may look like:
He received many excellent (and creative) submissions from readers, and has selected his two favorites to share with you:
via Erin M.
via Melanie J.
If one of you is feeling rejected by the other lately, or overwhelmed by your partner’s need for closeness, you should both take some time this weekend to review the exercise below and then share your answers. There is no answer key for these questions – they are merely a point of departure for discussions with your partner. The bottom line of this approach is that there isn’t one reality when a couple misses each other in little ways. There are two equally legitimate perspectives. Remember: couples often ignore each other’s emotional needs out of mindlessness, not malice. Once you understand and acknowledge this, you’ll find that reconnecting just comes naturally.
During this week I felt:
1. Defensive. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
2. Hurt. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
3. Unappreciated. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
4. Unattractive. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
5. Sad. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
4. Unattractive. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
5. Sad. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
6. Lonely. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
7. Criticized. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
8. Worried. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
9. Misunderstood. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
10. Like leaving. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
7. Criticized. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
8. Worried. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
9. Misunderstood. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
10. Like leaving. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
What triggered these feelings?
1. I felt excluded. A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
2. I felt that my partner A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
was not attracted to me.
3. I was not important A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
to my partner.
4. I felt no affection A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
toward my partner.
5. I definitely felt A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
rejected.
Now that you know what triggered this episode, it’s time to see whether your emotional reaction is rooted in your past. Were there any connections there between earlier traumas or behavior and the current situation? Use the following list to facilitate this search for links between the past and present.
to my partner.
4. I felt no affection A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
toward my partner.
5. I definitely felt A Great Deal Definitely A Little Not at all
rejected.
Now that you know what triggered this episode, it’s time to see whether your emotional reaction is rooted in your past. Were there any connections there between earlier traumas or behavior and the current situation? Use the following list to facilitate this search for links between the past and present.
These recent feelings about my relationship come from:
- The way I was treated in my family growing up
- A previous relationship
- Past injuries, hard times, or traumas I’ve suffered
- My basic fears and insecurities
- Things and events I have not yet resolved or put aside
- Unrealized hopes I have
- Ways other people treated me in the past
- Things I have always thought about myself
- Old “nightmares” or “catastrophes” I have worried about
After you’ve discussed each other’s answers above, you will come to see that many of your differences are not really matter of “fact.” We are all complicated creatures whose actions and reactions are governed by a wide array of perceptions, thoughts, feelings, and memories.
As you work through this exercise, you’ll become more adept at turning toward each other regularly. When you honor and respect each other, you’re able to appreciate each other’s point of view, even if you don’t agree with it.